Saturday, February 11, 2012

Am sorry for this...

I am saying sorry to some of you that have read my posts.. what I am sorry for is the fact that what I post makes you uncomfortable.. and that maybe you think less of me or wish i would not post what i do..
I am sorry.. but I am doing this for ME.. it makes ME feel better to get this out of MY brain.
If i don't get this out in some form I will undoubtedly not get better and I will not get back to the person I want to be.I am hoping that if I re read what I have posted I can possibly learn something about myself.  I cannot take any of this back as it is truly what I am feeling. For most of my life I have always not done or said some things that I really felt and it was mainly because of how it may make someone else feel.. Will not do that anymore.. cannot do that anymore. If you cannot help and support me than please do not read what I write. I love you and do not put any of this to hurt any of you. I am doing this FOR ME.. and I need this! I just ask that if you cannot understand.. at least try to accept why I am doing this and Love me enough to let me do this & hope with me.

1 comment:

  1. Hi, just stopped by to say hi to my my newest follower...is'nt it a "hoot" what they call it when you just want to drop by once and awhile and read someone's blog"D...anyway, Iam going to "Follow" your blog and You...my dear blogging friend!...and your journey back to yourself...Your are So very Right, this/your Blog is About you, and what You would like to write. So get it out one day, tell what you feel will help you heal. I am a strong believer in the Power of Positive...stay there as often as you can.
    I think reading your own Positive thoughts will heal you! So, don't pretend, but, sometimes, just visualize yourself, and write about the happy you and what the Real You looks like. :D
    I will read your posts, and wish only the best to you on your journey back to yourself:D
    Smiles,
    Christine

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