Today is my 12th wedding anniversary.. feeling pretty mellow today.. been by myself most of the day and that has been ok too. Maybe later go for pizza with the hubs.. who knows and I can hope right? lol Feel like i should be excited that we have made it being married for these years and together for 16. I tell you.. alot of it has not been even close to easy. I guess nothing worth having & keeping ever is. I just wish there was even a small amount of Romance left but that has been gone for a few years now.. makes me sad.. :( Something else to work on down the road.. (maybe)
I have been trying to keep my thoughts together today and have had better concentration. I decided to have a cleansing day.. so I have taken pics of some of the things I want to put on a local yard sale site and see what I can sell. YEA for me..!
(random thoughts coming through) I sure wish I could see my therapist more than once a week but with limited funds is the best I can do. I feel with more talking and opening up possibly I could get through some of the emotional things faster.. BUT I guess I am not the doctor to decide, right?
I have been trying to keep a bucket list going, at least that way I am actively thinking of things i want for my life and that I still have hopes and dreams. I sure have been lacking in that too and it is gonna change..
Not sure just how this blog thing is supposed to work but I feel for me it will be about my daily thoughts, the things I get accomplished or not and to just move forward and write about what I feel and what good positive things happen for me along my journey. I will ramble because most of my thoughts come in a random and disorderly manner.. is just who I am..!
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