Well.. today was a better than ok day. thought i was gonna have a major panic attack but managed to keep it under control.. is a definite plus for me.. :) I went to an auction with one of my closest friends "Errta May" I will call her. She always has good vibes and helps keep me under control when i feel crazy!! So glad i have her in my life and so many others as well.
We left the auction and went on a small road trip.. which always helps, then ended up at a new Chinese restaurant where we ate ourselves silly.. but all in all was just the right things to do today. I bought my husband a cake since it is his 42nd birthday and I am so NOT a baker. I think he is glad i did buy one instead of making one, will give him that :)
Now we are setting in our comfy chairs eating chili and soon to be cake & ice cream. A few days from now will be my birthday and i hope for surprises on my special day too!
So.. today has been a pretty nice average day and i will take it! i have not had a simply average day in so looong and it is welcome in my life as a definite step in the right direction back to where I belong. In the average to great mid life stream.. yup that is one of my goals and I bet no one even knows it. That is ok too as I am prepared to be spontaneous as often as I can manage.. just like the good old days..
Anyways.. this is short and sweet today.. am smiling inside today.. some day my goal is to smile on the outside again.. and I Will!
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